Midnight-Allegiance

im dying without that comic, RenaK!!! WHERE ARE YOU?????

i may take this time to say im hurt. my heart feels like its bleeding, i have to push myself to make my body do the simplist tasks like writing or even drawing. and i have a tip for any girl who has a boyfriend with a deviantart account. if you dont want to be hurt the way i was, say to him: "dont fave it if its something you dont want someone like me to see...". i feel like my heart got trampled down because my boyfriend (not internet dating, we actually know each other) Dj a.k.a shikamaruisnum1 had added hentai pics to his account. it automatically gave me an inferiority complex and i feel very used and each time he sais "i love you" i fee

upon veiwing a pic titled "me the fangirl" i decide to do a little digging and further investigated the subject of "fangirls". it was then that i noticed something. anyone who draws themselves, tends to go WAY over the edge and that slightly aggrivates me.(understand i am doing this to express my veiws on a particular subject and i dont want any flames from this. i have a right to my opinion and some may say that doesnt mean i have a right to share it with others which is why i put this on my account and did not leave it as a comment on someone elses pic. let me continue.) as if they think the only way a bishie would like them is if they had